17 - It's Time For Change

I have been sitting here trying to find the words I need to blow people away with my first blog, to keep them interested and inspired and coming back for more. Instead, I keep thinking how I used to be so much better at this in school, and the only achievement I am going to have now is mediocre at best. Then it hit me, I am already sabotaging myself before I even begin. This has become my life, and I am sick of it. Last night I had a cry because... well, because of a lot of things, but finally something came from it, I have decided that instead of crying; promising myself change and then doing nothing about it, I am actually going to give myself a chance to change and improve my life.

I have to be honest and say this isn't the first time I have had this revaluation, otherwise I wouldn't have the resources I do now to be able to help me. About a year or so ago I came across 'The Secret' which is fairly well known world wide. I had always known it existed, but never had the desire to read about it. The day I did, my life as I know it changed.

Not always for the best.

I am not going to sit here and bore you with the details, but I am not going to sit here and lie that reading 'The Secret' has opened me up to a world of abundance in every area I could possibly imagine, and I am eternally happy. If anything I have had more ups and downs than I care to go into, and I wouldn't be sitting here worried about my next pay cheque if life had rolled out it's red carpet and led me down a path of inner peace. However, my efforts have been somewhat dismal so to expect big results would be cheating the system, and that is where I intend to change my life.

This blog I have designed as a way to keep myself on track and to stay focused on my personal development, this is my yellow brick road, my virtual diary, and my past, present and future. I know that I am going to come across wicked witches and scary characters, but I also know at the end of the road I am going to be a much happier person, I am going to have new friends, and I hope that if you decide to join me, my experience and stumbles and laughs will help you on your own path to your own destiny, where ever that may be.

I hope my success in doing this for me, will inspire you to make the decision that it's time for change.

Willow

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